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Not one name. But many names. And your name may be my name too. Some names were given before birth. Some names came after birth. Some names came after death. Some names have always been. Some names have trademarks. Some names have copyrights. Some names are incorporated. Some names are numbered. Some have alphabetical letters. Some have Roman numerals. Some names are on fronts of books. Some names are on web pages. Some names are in motion picture credits. Some names are carved onto stone. Some names are burned into flesh. Some names are businesses. Some names are on license plates. Und so weiter.

There is this thought going around. And around and around. You believe what you see. Some times what you see is not what is. So you believe what you feel but sometimes what you feel is not what you percieve you feel. And paranoia runs the day. El dia dando vueltas. And "mindfullness" was the word I was looking for  a blog or two back. Hmm. And it's funny because just when I feel I will be okay I find myself  not feeling good at all. It's all in my mind. It's just a state of mind.

It's only Wednesday but it feels like Friday. Only I have still Friday to go to. And sleep to feel. And life to live and dreams to haunt me before waking. So many holes in my head. A stroke induced dementia. And so be it, right? Hmm. I don't know. I try. I try to be alive. I try to find my bliss. But I am so paranoid and all the words cut me to the quick. And I just don't know. I'm trying to be. To be. To be of love. To be of life. To be.

In the words of Hacksaw Reynolds, "No talk, No talk."

I'm a happy dreamer... :) pennypampers

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