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untitled thus far...

in a time of retreat-


when misunderstanding was common place-



when all else fails-


the fallen


misfits and mischief reighn


a secret

if a secret is to be believed


and only a handful


can be believed


then what can we do


if we are decieved?


decieved not once


but twice- and twice more?


all over our mind


just in our time


we believe just what we believe


that we concieve


just that be believe


that is to be real


that is to be true


if only it is to be a lie


tomorrow

tomorrow pierce cloud infinity


divided


down


snowdrop


measure man signifigant value


tested value difinitive time


tortured soul


stardust milkway staircase


spiral


eyes backlit


turned inward down


believed to be


casting shadow


...


the future just begun



reaching into simplicity

into dawn of dawn of time


from nowhere mind


just a line


there is place to be


keep in mind


there is a place to be


and a place to be


is a place to be


so smile and laugh and be of joy


ha ha ha


smile


be of glee


like a spider reaching into simplicity


:)


in your shadow mind

the song


that was covered


all this time


from long ago


a new spin


you would have been blown away


ha ha ha


you would have really have totally been twisted with glee


and have had to have a drink


just to have a cool spell


and a laugh


and share a smile


and remember when


all this time


after this time


still this time


even now


this blondie


can really rock


laughter divides

late in night


not thinking twice


laughter divides


trying to think of ways


not to bleed in the doorways


remembering when I was younger


and thought I was smarter


everything felt new


designes that I saw and all the words and pictures


just seemed like nothing came before


now everything has a sense that of dejavu


but don't feel down


even if you're not up


just stay in the shadows for awhile


which way is up


what is real


und so weiter...


to my sister who is dead...

i can't change you


not no more


i can't talk to you


i can't play these songs


and call you up


not no more


i can't watch true blood


and tell you eric northum is so hot


i can't tell you i love you, good night, talk tomorrow, sleep tight...


have a good day at work


there are a days that are nights


when sometimes i am up and i don't forget you are gone


but i remember what it was like almost like


when you were in my thoughts when you were here


when a year was ten years past


and the past was not the past at all


and there was a show four big chairs


there would just be no doubt


and we would be in our minds in a set time


away in a journey


in another time


and perhaps no


it just what it is


is what i was told


seconds down


and you were out


of course i imagine it felt an eternity


all the days all the days all the days


you are on my mind


the book of faces still hold you dear


the people still flock to you


day in and day out


writing their words of love and loss


you live on even in now in cyberlife


even though your life blood no longer is


your smile larger than life


i am tempted to leave


just to be


just to see


just to take away


just to dance the night away


in a distant dream among the distance trees


we are all so lovely


is our dis-ease


in rememberance i remember more than i knew


as i hear through the words of the mourning


the secrets i never knew you kept


just because you loved me-


so smile my dear one


my dear one


my loved one


my dear one


smile


return of saturn


Cyberspace Dreaming

Enter my mind

 

and do a time

 

and no wonder

 

it's time

 

to go away

 

or just stay or ask a question

 

or wither away

 

CKD

 

is no fun

 

the puking

 

the sudden death looking in your eye

 

the crying, the lingering, the lonliness, the sadness

 

the song on the radio

 

playing The Sorentinos

 

and I can almost find myself

 

in this time in my mind

 

in this space in the book of faces

 

but the phone won't reach me

 

and the dream wont teach me

 

We are all watching me

 

the good girl that I am

 

there is time

 

there is time

 

there is time

 

just to be or simply to see

 

or maybe

 

just maybe

 

I just got off track on this one...


if what...

if i was doing what


if i was doing not


if i knew what i was doing


not


figure it out


no


yes


somewhere in my mind


in a state of mind


in a moment of mine


when maybe i could


what?


oh no

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stop

in the image of my mind I try to be fine


but the line  is twisted and not true


and suddenly all the words are double spaced


and now what was simple is much more complicated


and  simply trying to be too hard


we laugh we cry and all we have to do is act naturally


at least now I can listen to yesterday and today


and all the order is as I remember


but still the question remains:


who are you and who am I?


and does it even matter?


I've seen web of lies


I know what you are after


on your book of faces


just remember I am not the Lotus


I am you as you are me as we are all together


so be peace


and don't get hung up on the digits in cyberspace


dreaming

however being


lost in this moment


come to find that I am nowhere been


always thought


there would be more to be


I knew there could have been more


there is so much to be


just in letting go


Today...

A bit of laughter


a bit of relief


a smile


a hug


a missed friend


a found friend


a new world


:)



In a Thought of Mind

In a steal of time
Overwhelmed
And a distant dream
Upon a shore divided
A moon above an ocean of blue
And stars too
A world divided
Above and below
The three worlds you know
A thought consumes
Who once you were
Time that has gone by
Be not afraid of tomorrow
For it will never be
All of now is now
All that we have

Dream Dance

A moment of bliss
Upon a lake
A bend through the road
Of mind
frame of time
Don't believe these words
They are just made up
In mind
A tune sometimes out of time
But truth just the same
Just a bore
Just a game
Just a dream
What a mind
Blown a fuse
Life
In backward
All just a dance
 

The World is Coming to an End

Don't you know?
Ninjas vs Pirates
Zombie Responders vs Zombies
It's a neat trick
In a destine world
In a destine time
A smooch
A kiss
Partners in crime
Doing time
In a state of mind
Copping a feel
Turning down the care
Priceing up the bill
It's BurgerTime medicine
With an  angelic appeal
Something crazy went away
But not because it did
What is budget cuts
Bring me down to the old
Stomping ground

 

Danger Dolls

The bad feeling goes away
The bad feeling never leaves
Inside outside
There is never news
That can make you hide
You live your life
You try to be alive
You have been hurt
In a deeper way
You have been betrayed
By those you never thought could
You worry that you did this
Somehow you brought this on
But don't you believe that
Don't you believe that
Lost in the rift of fear

What Defines Now?

Perhaps nothing defines now
Perhaps nothing is now
You take a step away
To gain perspective
Then you have to take another step
Just to understand what you not
Thought you knew
Everything is always changing
Yet doesn't everything remain oddly the same?
Something you  knew now
You did then but did not know
But you did know
Just did not know
But know now
Just the same?

A Neat Trick

That lasted just one day
Or maybe just a lifetime
But just the same it was
A neat trick
To be sure of that
That lead you astray
That fateful day

Burning into the Shadows

Awaking at dawn
Living life out in the lawn
A turbulent sunrise
A subtle demise
A missive dream
All the way awake

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Previous Posts
untitled thus far..., posted July 31st, 2014
a secret, posted July 30th, 2014
tomorrow, posted July 30th, 2014
reaching into simplicity, posted July 28th, 2014
in your shadow mind, posted July 26th, 2014
laughter divides, posted July 26th, 2014
to my sister who is dead..., posted July 19th, 2014, 1 comment
Cyberspace Dreaming, posted June 25th, 2014
if what..., posted June 1st, 2014
oh no, posted May 2nd, 2014
stop, posted February 8th, 2014
dreaming, posted February 2nd, 2014
Today..., posted January 11th, 2014
In a Thought of Mind, posted September 15th, 2013
Dream Dance, posted September 15th, 2013
The World is Coming to an End, posted September 13th, 2013
Danger Dolls, posted September 10th, 2013
What Defines Now?, posted September 9th, 2013
A Neat Trick, posted September 8th, 2013
Burning into the Shadows, posted September 6th, 2013
Distance Tree Distant Dream, posted September 4th, 2013
all the way a view of mind, posted September 3rd, 2013
momentum, posted September 2nd, 2013
we are so much sun, posted September 1st, 2013
the thought, posted September 1st, 2013
under the blue light, posted August 30th, 2013
critical mass, posted August 28th, 2013
ring of fire, posted August 21st, 2013
desire engine, posted August 20th, 2013
awake, posted August 19th, 2013
Hmm, posted August 17th, 2013
Government Street, posted August 16th, 2013
Government Street, posted August 16th, 2013
Candy Train, posted August 14th, 2013
somewhere in mind, posted August 10th, 2013
dream of distance, posted August 8th, 2013
Under, posted August 3rd, 2013
spiderweb, posted August 1st, 2013
some where, posted July 31st, 2013
Out of my mind, posted July 28th, 2013
Standing Still of Mind, posted July 27th, 2013
Well? :), posted July 24th, 2013
stay happy, posted July 20th, 2013
In a distance, posted May 17th, 2013
Love, posted April 24th, 2013
Blackout, posted April 21st, 2013
day one: the wood chipper, posted April 4th, 2013
:), posted April 1st, 2013
Blue Scrub and ....tiles?, posted March 30th, 2013
complacency, posted March 30th, 2013
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